January 2011
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9:00 am
“i guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. and maybe we’ll never know most of them. but even if we don’t have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there.” - chbosky, next read.
LOL idk why this made me laugh so much. i think its because he’s saying that last line with fists and the face really isn’t that lovely.
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my sister’s cookie that her boyfriend made her. since spanky is the epitome of the “sad puppy-dog face” look, i had an idea to take these pictures.
we all float on
why can i hear ed say this?
happy birthday to my brother and sister, sergio, 27; audrey 25.
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“my son says “gnar.” and im like, “what the hell is...”
– my ssci teacher
OH HAI
upside down spanky. hao flattering.
the search has ended (that was fast)
still deciding on a name. bought it from a sweet old lady on craigslist. it’s a 97’ schwinn, barely ridden, and it looks/rides like new (: if anyone has any bike tips especially on where to get locks that will guaranteedely satisfy me and no name, please msg me! also, just simple things on how to fix it up nicely and make sure nothing goes wrong. stuff like that <3
this bike search has kicked me in the ass. i feel like i will prevail in this search, but as of now, the search is still ON! p.s. this pic is real, i took it outside one of my friend’s apartments. too good.
i don’t miss the abyss
SNIFFLES! i wish i could draw this D: this is so cool!
my first day
at fresno state was so wonderful! it seems too wonderful that i feel like i’m not even in school, that i’m still on break. there’s just so much to do, and many friends to see (: state students, please don’t take going to school here for granted, i think speak for all of my other friends who went/go to a JC. i love it so much, i don’t have to drive so far, i save a...
i couldn’t stop laughing. i love this scene.
“it takes a lot of energy to be a princess” - my niece estela, age 3. too funny. she looks like a baby jessica alba here ._.
i already saw two posts on two people i’m following who (it seems) are trying their very best to quit smoking. just want to say that i’m proud of you, and you can do it. KEEP GOING!
like one two three, i'll be there.
i want to take this moment.. and just smile. i’ve been taken for granted in my time, but i just want to apologize and say sorry to myself, towards taking some things in my own life for granted. i closed some doors, only thinking it would get worse from here on out.. and it just led my eyes to be opened. i have some amazing people in my life. i personally want to thank allen, bobby, ed,...
i took a really neat personality test. it’s amazing at how accurate it is if you are completely honest. these are my test results. you should try it if you’re feeling bored or curious, click here.
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and sometimes they tell it like it is
little girl: what's that?
me: a birthmark
little girl: what's that mean?
me: some thing i was born with
little girl: it's not beautiful. i mean.. you're beautiful, but i've never seen that before so it's not beautiful on you.
me: i respect that.
or else.
LOL! SOML!
where i can be all...
i gotta get outta here, where’s the time machine?! where’s anything?! WHERE. WHERE. WHERE. WHERE.
those were the days.
being a teenager and barely experiencing college, and all.
Anonymous asked: You are an amazingly beautiful girl with so much personality, but there has got to be a lot of pressure to always be that witty, happy girl. Do you ever feel as if you can't openly be upset because of the way people view you?
morals
had a talk with my friend allen about morality and where it comes from, our answer is unknown. i grew up with my parents not teaching me about drugs, alcohol, sex, and the rest of it all and i don’t do any of those things (ok i drink, but now a days it’s pretty responsible and i have good friends to take care of me). i guess my inspiration was my sister. if she thought it was uncool,...
very good! writers & artists, refer to some posts ago.
there can’t be.
SKIP AROUND THE ROOM
happy birthday to one of my great friends, wars d’oeuvres. 26 every single year. btw.. i made him do this on his birthday: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3kBXx87BmDI i was michael scott, he was creed.
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recurring dream
*note: unusual blog. looking for someone who can relate/give input. please hold criticism/useless comments.
as most of us do, we have recurring dreams. i’ve had several of them as a child. but now that i’m an adult, they are changing. they are becoming more vivid and feeling much more realistic than ever. i thought i might share this with you because maybe you have some advice or...
via morebymore, it’s cute to an extent. but the kitty is probably squinting because those are prescription glasses (by the way the sides of his head are being magnified). he probably can’t see shit. poor thing. 3: <- (sad kitty)
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curiouser and curiouser
i had a dream that i cut myself with a knife from the left side of my abdomen, to my right. i didn’t bleed. i felt every bit of pain, but what’s difficult about pain is that it only exists in the mind. i asked mom and dad if we can sew it, and they kept saying “yeah yeah, later.” * to dream that you are wounded and blood is oozing out, signifies that you will be free of...
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what is love? every being has different ways of defining it. every bit of this movie was interesting on people’s interpretations of how they view love. from innocent children at a playground, big bad bikers at the bar, marriages that have lasted fifty+ years, same sex couples, scientists and even the people that let that one person go always wondering for the rest of their life,...
apartment 213, 924 north 25th street, milwaukee
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i bite my fingernails
til they look like disease, pull strips of my skin away. get daddy’s razor out cabinet. cut cut cut arm wrist, not trying to die, trying to plug myself back in. (111)
couldn’t sleep last night, thought reading a book would put me to sleep but i ended up reading the whole novel. very powerful. this girl went through something not your average child/teenager went through and she was...
you are who you are
you have characteristics. but why do the “mentally ill” have to be medicated? to immerse in a utopian society we will never achieve? yet we still struggle to believe we’re already living in one? humans are indirectly told they aren’t allowed to be themselves. here’s a toast to those who say fuck that: artists, writers, and dreamers. i believe they got further in...
I’m not going to say my life sucks because that’s...
this, my hood
**brackets indicates short version/read
my house. street view from google. a two bedroom house wasn’t going to be comfortable with me on the way. so, i was apart of the reason my family moved here. i’ve lived here for all twenty years of my life. my siblings and i used to play on that front lawn, i swore it seemed to be much bigger back in 95’. i used to play “around the...